I went to see a movie last night. it was nice and relaxing (once i sat down). we got lost on the way and couldnt seem to find the theater in the 3 story mall. stupid huge mall. and when we finally found it we had to go down a story to buy the stupid tickets (and wait in the enormous line). so not so good thus far. but the movie ticket (650Ft), the large popcorn (410Ft) and large drink (410Ft) only ended up costing us $6.50 USD. wonderful. especially since i had to make the popcorn my dinner. but it was good. not greasy at all like ours. anyway, we (john and i. we couldnt find anyone else) watched the movie Darkness, which i had never heard of, because it was in english. and it had magyarul subtitles so i could practice me reading skills. and for about 1hr 45min i felt almost at home. i was talking to todd about this and explaining that it's not that i'm having a bad time or anything, but i didnt really realize how much i kind of missed things. it's funny because i didnt anticipate noticing it that much. ah well. i cant ignore the fact that home is home for reason.

i had this dream last night that was interesting. and it was quite a notable dream because when i woke up i still remembered it. that never happens. actually, i woke up towards the end because i was so sad, and i knew that i had to remember it. i dreamt that i had just come back home from hungary and i was so happy to see everyone and we were all talking and having a good time, then i realized i hadnt gotten anyone anything or brought back anything cool or even any experiences. and i walked off and started crying because of this. (i'm sorry i dont have incredibly detailed dreams like everyone else; and if i do i dont remember those details, just ideas) man i was just really upset over this. so now i have to prevent this from happening. i dont think it will be a problem, but still. man, i was so happy when i woke up and realized where i was.

okay i'm going to go lift weights now.